Long time no blog!!!
I’ve been away for 3 weeks.
3 L-O-N-G W-E-E-K-S!!!
The last time I had a free moment to share a thought, I was in
the beginning phase of my summer school session. Gosh that seems like a lifetime ago!
The past 3 weeks have
been the hardest 3 weeks of my entire school career. I’m pretty sure I can call
it a career now, since I feel like I’ve been going to school FOREVER...oh wait I
have been going to school forever!!!
I knew the moment I was put into two classes that my ride
was going to be a little bumpy. What I didn’t know was that I would be gripping
the handle bar tightly only to turn and watch my legs flip wildly behind me. By
the end of my first week, I just hoped for the ride to come to safe and
complete stop.
The majority of my days were spent inside a classroom.
I traveled to school in the mornings for 3 hour sessions and at night for 3
hour sessions. The rest of my time was spent sitting at the dining room table
either reading my text books or typing assignments on the computer.
I think I might have stopped breathing for a minute on the
very first day of class when both of my instructors handed out their syllabi. I
do remember feeling completely overwhelmed when I realized that summer school
was no joke and they really did expect the students (ME) to complete 18 weeks’ worth
of work in 3 teeny tiny short weeks. I do remember coming home that night and
putting my head on Jason’s shoulder with a few tears in my eyes telling him
that there was no way that I was going to be able to get through summer school
and oh gosh what about the children!!! Needless to say, more than a few tears
were shed that night but Jason and Bryanna forced me to push aside the negatives
and look at all of the positives and then they reminded me that they were all
here to support me. So after I cried it out, I pulled out my “fancy” (color
coded) planning kit and literally wrote down everything that was expected of me
over the course of 3 weeks.
In 3 weeks I somehow managed to:
Read 2 text books
from cover to cover (minus 3 chapters)
Write a research paper and present a power point
Observe in a community setting and type a 5 page report
Create and teach a full lesson (to include a pre-assessment)
Team teach a 2 hour presentation on Emotional and Behavioral
Disabilities
7 hours of tutoring
3 hours of classroom observation
Attend a teaching conference
Prepare for 2 tests, 2 mid-terms, and 1 final exam
Complete a final project for presentation
For 3 weeks, the kids were my summer school subjects. I don’t
know how happy they are about it but I did my best to make it fun for them
especially the 7 hours of tutoring. I promised to share some of my ideas (thank
you Pinterest for some inspiration because we all know I needed the extra support) so I will share a
few pictures that I took to add to my online teaching portfolio.
Family Book Club {popcorn included =)}
Adding & Subtracting Double Digits
Practicing Multiplication
Making Art...Fun
I wasn’t sure how exactly I was going to end up after this
was all said and done. Once I submerged myself into my studies, I had no time to
think about or evaluate what was going on around me. I had to keep pushing forward
because I had deadlines to meet every single day. I will say that there is no
way in heck that I would have made it through the craziness that was thrown my way
without Jason and the kids.
My family is AMAZING!!! For 3 weeks every day that I came
home from class, the kids made sure their rooms were clean, their dishes were
done, the floors were swept and vacuumed, their laundry was put away, and their
reading was done. For 3 weeks, Jason made sure the kids were fed, bathed, and
the house was in order. By the way, slaving away in the kitchen for an entire
Saturday, cooking and cleaning up after preparing 40 freezer meals was
completely worth it!!!
As I prepared for my final exam, I actually contemplated on whether or not I wanted to take it. My instructor gave
the class the option to opt out of it by doubling the points of our first exam.
When I added up my scores on everything I had turned in, I was ecstatic about
my grade because after all was said and done I would be sitting at a 92%. Job
done...mission accomplished right? Wrong!!! Why you ask? Well for the first time
ever, I understand what my poor children are up against with the non-traditional
grading scale in the sense that 94% and above is an A so, my 92% was a B. Very
sad face for me when I realized that I would be taking the final exam
especially since I had already turned my brain off and prepared myself for
summer vacation. Very very sad face as I headed to school on a Friday evening
to take an exam that I was not mentally prepared for. As I sat in class and
looked at 51 questions (case studies included), I realized that I had a very long
night ahead of me.
Half way through the exam, I heard in a very disturbing tone “Shannon
Mall, drop your pencil!” My heart literally leaped into my throat. The only
reaction I had was to drop my pencil and look up. My instructor looked at me
and said "you have an A in the class walk away from your exam." For the first
time in my entire life, I crumbled my test paper, took aim, and made the shot
right into the trash can!!!
JOB DONE...MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!
In my final morning class, we were asked to reflect on our
experience.
Let’s see, I missed out on some summer time fun with my
three favorite kids in the whole wide world, I missed having meals with my
family, I had more work to do in 3 weeks than I knew how to keep up with, I was
so stressed that I ended up getting those ever so wonderful migraines...my list
was a little longer but you get the point. However, being in the same room with the same people 5 days
a week allows for some new friendships to blossom, instructors become part of
your family, and let’s face it everything that I was working on is a part of
who I am. So after three weeks of pure HELL, I can honestly say that it was
completely worth it!! Oh did I mention that I’m working my way through extra classes so
that I can graduate sooner than expected and that the golden prize for this
family of 5 is a summer trip to California?!?!?!
Yeah...it was worth it!





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